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Lauren
Sat, Jan. 9th, 2010 03:17 am


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"I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but I am not the devil. I am pretty, but not beautiful. I have friends, but I am not the Peacemaker. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love."
-Marilyn Monroe
 


 


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Lauren
Sat, Jul. 11th, 2009 12:15 pm



The Sun sextiles your key planet Saturn today, bestowing upon you the ability to tell if an idea will fly or not. Saturn, the planet of hard cold reality, is on your side now, assisting you in clearing everything superfluous out of your way. Don't be afraid to make tough choices; being decisive also encourages others to make up their minds and get on to what's next.


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Lauren
Fri, Feb. 6th, 2009 01:43 pm

 
I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
LIttle voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
This is what I have to do

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
Oh, she who dares to stand where I stood

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Lauren
Tue, Jan. 27th, 2009 09:46 pm

In a way, I need a change
From this burnout scene
Another time, another town
Another everything
But it's always back to you

Stumble out, in the night
From the pouring rain
Made the block, sat and thought
There's more I need
It's always back to you

But I'm good without ya
Yeah, I'm good without you
Yeah, yeah, yeah

How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered
I always turn the car around

I had no idea that the night
Would take so damn long
Took it out, on the street
While the rain still falls
Push me back to you

But I'm good without ya
Yeah, I'm good without you
Yeah, yeah, yeah

How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered
I always turn the car around

Give it up, give it up, baby
Give it up, give it up, now
Now

How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
All that I feel is the realness I'm faking
Taking my time but it's time that I'm wasting
Always turn the car around

Don't wanna turn that car around
I gotta turn this thing around

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Lauren
Mon, Dec. 8th, 2008 09:38 pm

by Sara Bareilles

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be.
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

Set me free, leave me be.
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees
as I try to make you see
that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.

But you're neither friend nor foe,
though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know
is that you're keeping me down.

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long...

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Lauren
Fri, Nov. 7th, 2008 09:45 pm

Just because I don't ever want to forget this important moment in history:



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Lauren
Wed, Oct. 22nd, 2008 08:37 am


Thank you [info]pixie117 for my super cute Halloween card!

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Lauren
Tue, Oct. 14th, 2008 03:01 pm

Obama
You preferred Obama's statements 100% of the time

Voting purely on the issues you should vote Obama

Who would you vote for if you voted on the issues?

Find out now!

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Lauren
Sat, Oct. 11th, 2008 01:23 pm





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Lauren
Tue, Jul. 22nd, 2008 07:23 pm

by Hillary Clinton

The Bush administration is up to its old tricks again, quietly putting ideology before science and women's health. The U.S. Department of Health and Human Services is poised to put in place new barriers to accessing common forms of contraception like birth control pills, emergency contraception and IUDs by labeling them "abortion." These proposed regulations set to be released next week will allow healthcare providers to refuse to provide contraception to women who need it. We can't let them get away with this underhanded move to undermine women's health and that's why I am sounding the alarm.

These rules pose a serious threat to providers and uninsured and low-income Americans seeking care. They could prevent providers of federally-funded family planning services, like Medicaid and Title X, from guaranteeing their patients access to the full range of comprehensive family planning services. They'll also build significant barriers to counseling, education, contraception and preventive health services for those who need it most: low-income and uninsured women and men.

The regulations could even invalidate state laws that currently ensure access to contraception for many Americans. In fact, they describe New York and California's laws requiring prescription drug insurance plans to provide coverage for contraceptives as part of "the problem." These rules would even interfere with New York State law that ensures survivors of sexual assault and rape receive emergency contraception in hospital emergency rooms.

We've seen this kind of ideologically driven move from the Bush administration before. Senator Patty Murray and I went toe to toe with the Bush administration to demand a decision on Plan B by the FDA. We won that fight and we need to win this one too.

When I learned about these proposed rules, I immediately joined with Senator Murray to call on the Bush administration to stop these dangerous plans. I am joining with New York family planning and healthcare advocates to spread the word. Now is the time to raise our voices. I will continue to press HHS and I hope you will join me. I have posted information on how to get involved here

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/hillary-clinton/an-outrageous-attempt-by_b_114064.html 


I am sickened by this.  I signed this petition and I'm urging anyone who believes in this cause to do the same.


Current Mood: pissed off

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Lauren
Thu, Jul. 17th, 2008 08:13 am

Crys had her beautiful little baby girl, Lilly.  She's absoutley perfect.  See for yourself!


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Lauren
Tue, Jun. 24th, 2008 05:54 pm

According to my "Realities in Racism and Oppression" professor, one can only be considered racist if they hold the power.  She went so far as agreeing with a student who said "only whites can be racist."  So, if non-white people cannot be racist, then does this mean that women cannot be sexist?

Current Mood: confused

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Lauren
Fri, Jun. 13th, 2008 07:51 am

 
By David McKenzie
CNN

KEGOGI VILLAGE, Kenya (CNN) -- It may be difficult for Western cultures to fathom, but in Western Kenya, beliefs in ghosts and witches are very real. And sometimes they have deadly consequences.

In late May, news outlets in Kenya told the story of 15 people, mostly elderly women, who were murdered in a witch hunt near the town of Kisii. The killings shocked the nation.

Villagers said more than 100 people gathered machetes and knives and stormed the village of Kegogi after midnight.

"They started banging on the doors, they broke into the house and then they killed our grandmother inside," says Justus Bosire. "The mob was screaming and we panicked. We ran away and they came to our house and burned it to the ground."

When Bosire returned to his grandmother's house, he found her dead on the floor in a bed of embers. His father is missing.

"They claim that my grandmother and father were practicing witches," Bosire says. Video Watch Bosire describe her die »

Belief in witchcraft is strong in this part of Kenya. A few days before the incident, a group of schoolchildren reportedly found a book in their school that listed all the people in the community who would soon die and the witches who would be responsible.

For Bosire and his family, the killings are hard to believe. His grandmother, Peris, was the matriarch of the family. She was 86 but still actively farmed and dispensed invaluable advice to the family.

Up the road from Bosire's house lives Paul Magoma. "I believe there is witchcraft and the witches kill," Magoma says while building a chapel. His fellow workers concur: Witches exist and can put spells on people.

Others are skeptical the slain women were witches. At the top of a hill outside Kisii, Joseph Omache practices his craft. Omache is a shaman, or traditional healer. He throws bones and communes with ancestors to help heal physical and spiritual ailments.

"It is very painful when somebody kills another person in the name of witchcraft," he says. "Why couldn't they come to me so that I can perform my herbal potion to identify the real witch so that I can go ahead now to trap him and then we can see what to do?"

Omache says that in his 10 years of studies and decades of practicing, he has never come across a witch.

"These are vendettas. It is not that people really bewitched somebody," he says, adding he believes that witch hunts are really about people expressing hatred and coming up with an excuse to hurt someone.

The area is one of the most populated rural areas in Kenya. Over the years, farming plots have been divided and subdivided. Omache and others say they believe witch hunts are about greed and vendettas in a place where almost everyone struggles to survive

Whatever the reason, Bosire and his family must live with the consequences. Due to local taboo, they will never live in his grandmother's house. The doors are boarded, her belongings still lie charred on the floor. The family fears further attacks.

"We are fearing for our lives," Bosire says. "I knew my grandmother since I was a young child and I have never seen evidence of her being a witch."


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Lauren
Fri, Jun. 6th, 2008 11:02 am

I just wanted to share:

I was excited last night when my 14 yr old sister told me that Hillary dropped out of the race for president. Not that I am excited that she dropped out, but that my sister was talking politics and knew what was going on. My excitement withered away when she told me that that means Obama won and the election was over, not having any idea that McCain is still in the race. Then I really lost all faith in the public school systems when she made this statement “I'm so excited because that means Obama will be the first black King.” Yes, she said ‘King’…Granted, it was a slip and she was tired. But still, my sister is a tool.

That is all. Carry on with your day..

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Lauren
Sun, Oct. 14th, 2007 12:22 pm

We went to the Rev's game last night & I wanted to get back into posting mode again. We had a great time.
clickie for pics )


I hope everyone is having a great weekend!

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Lauren
Mon, Aug. 6th, 2007 11:07 pm

I took my sisters to trapeze school yesterday & all I have to say is WHAT AN EXPERIENCE! It was absolutely amazing. Of course I went ahead & made a slide show of the day:



I highly suggest it to anyone who is around this area, it's so incredible! We're definitely going again , for sure! However, I am in some pain today but it was totally worth it! =)

http://boston.trapezeschool.com/

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Lauren
Fri, Jun. 29th, 2007 09:16 am

TODAY IS MY LAST DOUBLE EVERRRR!!! I'M SOOO EXCITED!!

Actually I'll be excited tomorrow when it's all over.  This is the last time I'll have to work 7am-11pm!!  SWEET!  =D 

Tomorrow is the last Saturday I'll have to work! I would say ever, but I'm sure once I start doing internships w/ school I'll need to do Saturdays again. BUT tomorrow will be the last weekend I'll have to work in at least a year (we don't do internships the first year)!!!

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Lauren
Fri, Jun. 1st, 2007 11:18 am

"I never promised you a rose garden.  I never promised you a perfect justice...and I never promised you peace or happiness.  My help is so that you can be free to fight for all of these things.  The only reality I offer is challenge, and being well is being free to accept it or not at whatever level you are capable.  I never promise lies, and the rose-garden world of perfection is a lie...and a bore, too!"

It is from the book "I Never Promised You a Rose Garden."  The schizophrenic patient is asking her doctor why bother living in reality, if cruel injustices happen.  She had just witnessed another patient on the ward getting beaten up by one of the ward doctors.  I just think this quote is perfect for how I want to help people.  The book is amazing & I highly suggest it.


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Lauren
Thu, May. 31st, 2007 08:12 am

HAPPY BIRTHDAY [info]aimee_b

I realized yesterday that my cousin's graduation party is on Saturday & I wont be able to attend your b-day festivities afterall. I didn't want to tell you then because I knew you were having a bad day =(

I hope you have a fantastic birthday!! =)

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Lauren
Wed, Mar. 14th, 2007 10:42 pm

Happy Steak & BJ Day everyone!!


http://www.steakandbjday.com/

lol--oh boy...


Current Mood: naughty

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